The Big Purge

Saturday, May. 10, 2003 - 4:38 a.m.

Something happened a few minutes ago.

I noodled around and deleted all of my research bookmarks that I accumulated when I was breaking things off with He Whose Name Shall Not Be Mentioned Here Anymore.

All of the links having to do with brainwashing and mind control and mail fraud and post traumatic stress disorder -- they're GONE.

The thing is, I didn't mean to do this.

I was trying to purge and sort my individual bookmarks; apparently I had also accidentally highlighted a couple of the folders, too. But then I pressed Ctrl-X and they were vaporized.

But...

Everything happens for a reason.

I guess it was a sign that it's time to let go. :)

I am free. Or at least, freer. I still have my moments, but they are few and far between.

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Jamie and I got to speak for a while earlier tonight; he's enjoying his headset telephone setup. We were slated for a movie date, but he sounded just the teensiest bit frayed around the edges and I said "You sound kind of done in, I don't know if we're going to sit up and watch a movie or not," and he said "We can give it a shot" and I said "I dunno, Jamie, you sound like you had a long trying day," and he disagreed with me and wanted to sit up and watch "A Bug's Life" -- but about fifteen minutes later, his day hit him like a freight train and he begged off and went to bed.

Which is just fine by me; I would rather have him sleep when he needs to.

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